At some point in their lives, everyone will write a message to someone that will never be sent. Recently, I've been writing more of those than usual. They all have reasons for being held in the safe confines of my computer's hard-drive. The point is though, that it's just a great way to cope with a problem you have with or against someone. It can help to just have ideas written down, and also you don't have to risk a bad reaction from the recipient. But at the same time, don't we wish, if only a little, that we could send one or more of those letters? Just so we can finally let it out to an actual person, and maybe if we're lucky, get the reaction we hope for... I myself will probably never let any of those letters be read by anyone but me and me alone. It's just a great coping mechanism, that I hope I won't need for much longer.
So yea, that's just me ranting 'cuz I felt like it, and I really had nothing else to do at 1AM...
Also, Happy Birthday to one of the few best friends I will ever have; Kelli. Turning 19... 3 weeks before me >.>
Hope it's a good one :)
I wrote a letter to someone. I may or may not send it. Maybe when he's gone on to bigger and better things, I will. Then I won't have to face him after that. I know exactly what you're talking about.
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