Friday, April 20, 2012

Letters that will never be sent

At some point in their lives, everyone will write a message to someone that will never be sent. Recently, I've been writing more of those than usual. They all have reasons for being held in the safe confines of my computer's hard-drive. The point is though, that it's just a great way to cope with a problem you have with or against someone. It can help to just have ideas written down, and also you don't have to risk a bad reaction from the recipient. But at the same time, don't we wish, if only a little, that we could send one or more of those letters? Just so we can finally let it out to an actual person, and maybe if we're lucky, get the reaction we hope for... I myself will probably never let any of those letters be read by anyone but me and me alone. It's just a great coping mechanism, that I hope I won't need for much longer.
So yea, that's just me ranting 'cuz I felt like it, and I really had nothing else to do at 1AM...
Also, Happy Birthday to one of the few best friends I will ever have; Kelli. Turning 19... 3 weeks before me >.>
Hope it's a good one :)

Friday, April 13, 2012

Gaming History

So, as some people know very well, I am an avid gamer. I play a lot of games, and I'm good at any game I want to be good at. Recently, I made a video detailing my history in gaming and what it means to me. To watch, just click the link provided. To not watch, just sit there and think about your own life, and how it will never be as awesome as mine XP
JK, I'm not that mean... or am I? D:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCK9e3QsaIE&list=UU6V9ARbDPzGy9hULnCxfHuA&feature=plcp

Sunday, April 1, 2012

People need to learn to take a hint...

Specifically, these 2 friends I have on Facebook. They feel the need to talk to me EVERY single time they see me online... they always start conversations which revolve around them. Then they complain that I never start conversations with them. Or they ask if I have anything I want to talk to them about... NO! I DON'T! If i had something I wanted to talk to you about, I would have messaged you first!
It's also worse that they get annoyed or concerned if I don't INSTANTLY reply to their message or start typing as soon as they send their messages (which btw, might as well be a freaking novel...). By the time I get to finish reading their message, they expect me to have started replying with my own long-ass answer.  That is, assuming I have any idea or interest in what they're talking about... It's just as bad if I happen to be talking to more than one person at a time. god-forbid I talk to anyone but them at the same time as they're talking to me. Oh no, that just won't do :/
Then, to top this all off, they feel the need to explain everything. Everything they said, what it means, why they said it, and why it's relevant. I can't go ONE DAY without hearing from them... it's gotten to the point where I don't want to go on Facebook at all, because they'll message me even if they see me go from online to invisible. And they'll keep messaging me until I reply...
they're messaging me RIGHT NOW... as I type this...  I just want one day of peace PLEASE! DX